100 days to ORD

In exactly 100 days, I am going to ORD. 100 days is short but somehow I still feel a bit unhappy, I am still brooding over certain things. Aiyah, a lot of things is beyond my control, I just hope that for the next 100 days, i will not commit any mistakes. All that I want to do, I have done them. Perhaps it is this lack of aim that makes me so flustered. In the past, i am too busy to think about such issues bu now I actually become so complacent. How I wish I am not complacent then my NS life will be filled with fond memories rather than sickening encounters. Anyway, I tell myslef to bear with it. 100 days is really fast, my only hope is to ORD safely. Alright, i end here now.