Getting nearer to ORD day

In 9 weeks time, I am going to clear my leave. Howevr unlike most of the guys, I am going to study at SIM. I got used to clearing my leave or off for my studies. At least I believed that in this way, the leave and off serve some purpose. I beleive that I have the right to clear my leave at one shot to go for my studies, my superior cannot stop me from doing that. Well, it is hard to say , I may be wrong. After the anniversary, I am going to embark on a new phase of my life. I guess by that time, army stuff and SAF will seem foriegn to me. A lot of things, mainly relations will change. The only thing that will not change is the fact that I spend 2 years 4 months in the army. Alright, I end here now.

Change of course

On thursday, I just received a letter from SIM informing me that I have been offered a place for the course in accountancy held jointly by SIM and RMIT. I was overjoyed but at the same time worried that I will not be able to get the refund for the course in Mathematics woth Economics applied earlier on. Fortunately, I will be able to get the full refund if not the $4200 paid will be wasted. Though I got what I want, I still have to work very hard for the course if not it will be a waste. not everyone is as luvky as I am, I am just scared that I will not be ablre to cope with the hectic schedule. I tell myself not to be so complacnet and seek help when necessary. NTU rejected me once again, it is the third time but it no longer bother me so much. 10 more weeks and lessons will start. 10 weeks is a short period but anything can happen so I must persevere and not commit any mistakes and delay my ORD and pre-ORD leave. Alright, I end here now.

100 days to ORD

In exactly 100 days, I am going to ORD. 100 days is short but somehow I still feel a bit unhappy, I am still brooding over certain things. Aiyah, a lot of things is beyond my control, I just hope that for the next 100 days, i will not commit any mistakes. All that I want to do, I have done them. Perhaps it is this lack of aim that makes me so flustered. In the past, i am too busy to think about such issues bu now I actually become so complacent. How I wish I am not complacent then my NS life will be filled with fond memories rather than sickening encounters. Anyway, I tell myslef to bear with it. 100 days is really fast, my only hope is to ORD safely. Alright, i end here now.

Count down to ORD

In around 108 days, I am going to ORD liao! It is 15 weeks and 3 days, how fast it is but I have serve longer than most people. Today is election day but it does not concern me, and I know the outcome will always be the same. At least the election did add some spice to the " mundane and boring " life that Singaporeans lead. However, seriously speaking, i do not think the life being a Singaporean is boring. Instead, we are exposed to more ideas than our fellow Asian or even South East Asian counterparts. it is just that we are far more indifferent and more conscientious. Well, at least we have a stable government despite some minor complaints about day to day issues. Thus, I can feel safe in Sinagpore and worry about personal things rather than national issues. Alright, I end here now.